27 October 2017 @ 10:12 am
I liiiive!  
Oh god, I can't believe it's been over a month since I updated this. Actually I really can believe it. *uses whiniest voice* There's just been so much going on. Work has been crazy. A lot of people was let go from the paper so I'm doing the work of maybe 3, 3,5 people these days.

But that's like, okay, work. It's the extra stuff that's also a pain in the patella.

I got this throat infection and I was battling it for over three weeks. It just wouldn't go. I got better, a bit better but not really well, and then it got worse and then better. It was a pain in the ass it's what it was.

Then there was… you know, the rest. And here I'm going to chalk up depression, anxiety and all that that implies. It hasn't been a good few month but I'm getting there.

I got into a fight with my bf and it was one of our most ridiculous ones yet. So he saw a bad movie. You know, one of those bad movies that are bad on purpose and he loved it, he went and bought the DVD and he wanted me to watch it with him.

I'm sorry, no. I mean, God. I'd like to spend my free time doing something I enjoy, right? But he's all if we can't spend time watching a bad movie that the other person loved what are we doing, do you want to break up? Is this the end? because he's a dramatic little shit. :D

Obviously it wasn't too bad but he was so offended I didn't want to watch his bad movie, I felt bad. Not bad enough to actually watch the movie but, you know what I mean.

And then, oh god, then yesterday a mosquito bit me in the face. Yeah, right in my right cheek and it wouldn't be so bad but today I went to get my driver's license renewed. JFC. So I go and I have long bangs and I sort of tried to cover a bit, the big stupid mosquito bite and the guy who took my photo wouldn't let me.

If that wasn't enough, I tried to look my best, since I had this bite in my face and I figured I could put some make up, you know, but just as I was putting eyeliner I sneezed. :/ I look like a Picasso in my photo.

Anyway, that's what's been up with me more or less. ^^
 
 
 
 
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(Anonymous) on October 27th, 2017 03:07 pm (UTC)
Oh I'm sorry to hear about the sore throat! It's one of the illnesses I'm very susceptible to and I know how much it sucks. Hope it's better.

OK, I'm sorry, but the story about the mosquito bite on the photo day had me cackling! It sucks, I know, but it was so funny to read because I sympathise: I totally had days like these, when one silly thing happened to take place on the very day I had to take photos/give a presentation/etc. Maybe it's not very obvious on the photo?

Lots of hugs about your anxiety and depression. I've had some tough couple of months as well. Hope it's easing up.
xx
[personal profile] magpie_fngrl on October 27th, 2017 03:09 pm (UTC)
That was me, by the way, not sure what happened there lol
capitu[personal profile] capitu on October 27th, 2017 08:50 pm (UTC)
If you were in your mobile, it totally happens! Sometimes it randomly logs me off.

ANYWAY I'm happy you're amused by my misery. :D *lol* But I know what you mean, it's just one of those Murphy's laws or something. ^^ The photo... those are always so bad, but I think, no, yeah, this one is the worse I've got yet. XD

*hugs*
nia_kantorka: I♥MyFlist[personal profile] nia_kantorka on October 27th, 2017 03:22 pm (UTC)
Ouch. All of your post sound just like ouch. Sorry, you had such a bad time, hon. Hope you are better now and the pre Christmas season won't be its usual nightmare and is going to be very lovely and festive instead. :D

I'm sending hugs!
capitu[personal profile] capitu on October 27th, 2017 08:52 pm (UTC)
It's been a very difficult half a year. I think it's getting better. I can hope at least, though part of me is kind of waiting for the inevitable manic low that's bout to come - and see? *shakes head* Taking it one day at a time! <333
nia_kantorka: I♥MyFlist[personal profile] nia_kantorka on October 28th, 2017 05:06 am (UTC)
Taking it as it comes sounds like a really good strategy when you can't relate so much on things at the moment. Hope there won't be another low in the next time and you get a break. Life can be enough on its own.

*hugs and my best wishes for your health*
awickedmemory[personal profile] awickedmemory on October 27th, 2017 04:04 pm (UTC)
D: I'm sorry that you guys lost so many people at work. My work is about to go through budget cuts and employment cuts, too, and it's got us all running scared...

WHAT THE ACTUAL F*** AT YOUR BOYFRIEND OMG. That is the stupidest fight. xD

Omg at your photo xD That sucks! My previous license photo was a state ID, not a license, since I wasn't driving at the time... so my mother didn't warn me that we were going to go get my ID renewed, she just woke me up and said let's run errands so I hadn't showered or put on make-up or ANYTHING. D: I looked drugged. xD
capitu[personal profile] capitu on October 27th, 2017 08:54 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry about your work. :( It's awful when they are these re-organisations and so many people are let go. At my work were a lot of people who was close to retiring, too. But still.

It's the stupidest fight yet! We've have so many stupid fights though, it's hard to rate. LOL

I had my first ID car that was such a nice photo. I actually showed it all right because it was good! And then the nightmare began and this one, seriously, a Picasso. XD
gracerene[personal profile] gracerene on October 27th, 2017 05:06 pm (UTC)
Oh my goodness, the mosquito bite!!! That's so rough! Poor thing!

But lovely to hear from you as always! <3
capitu[personal profile] capitu on October 27th, 2017 08:56 pm (UTC)
And you know mosquito bites aren't even that unusual in this part of the world, but in my face – bad luck. Lloviendo sobre mojado, as we say. ^^
cunning as a weevil[personal profile] firethesound on October 27th, 2017 07:04 pm (UTC)
Oh no that mosquito bite!! And then the eyeliner mishap! Poor you, that sounds like an awful photo (and I might be laughing a little tiny bit because why are driver's license photos ALWAYS awful?? XD )
capitu: Steve Thumbs Up[personal profile] capitu on October 27th, 2017 09:03 pm (UTC)
IT'S SO UGLY FIRE SO UGLY. And my appointment was super early on top so like I'm half awake. The only plus side, I had my captain America t-shirt. You can't see it, of course, but I KNOW IT'S THERE.
쉘리 Unmistakably Oatmeal[personal profile] sdk on October 27th, 2017 07:32 pm (UTC)
Oh Capi! I think the universe is designed around the idea that no one can have a good DL photo. I am so sorry about that and the work and the bf being stupid. Between me and LQT, I'm the one who always wants to watch horror, good and bad, and we just had a conversation where she asked me if I'd be upset if she doesn't want to watch horror with me, and now I wish I had your bf's dramatic line to throw at her. JK. LOL I'm sorry I'm laughing, but that is so over-the-top dramatic, I can't help it. (I am a horrible person, I'm sorry!) *huggingyou* I really hope you feel better soon!
capitu[personal profile] capitu on October 27th, 2017 09:09 pm (UTC)
LOL! I had the most WTF face ever. He's so dramatic!

Hey, so you'd totally enjoy that movie! It was one with Vampires, Zombis and Aliens – Nature freaks or something. LOL He made me feel so bad I didn't want to watch it, and he still hasn't watched it alone and I'm pretty sure he's totally going to manage to guilt trip me into watching it. I already can tell he's going to point out all the times we've watching HP/Captain America/Fantastic Beasts/GoT etc etc. He's an expert. :D I dig that about though, not gonna lie!

He's totally one for the dramatic flare. XD

Thank you, my dear! <3333
vaysh[personal profile] vaysh on October 27th, 2017 09:27 pm (UTC)
Sorry for loling at your misery, darling. Now I totally wished we could all descend on your home, watch the awful horror flick with your bf and then make him sit through all the Thor movies. ;) We'd have a blast! *pets* *squishes* (Btw, I am pretty sure you look stunning on these driver's licence pics!)
capitu[personal profile] capitu on October 27th, 2017 09:44 pm (UTC)
Ohhh The Thor movies. I'm curious about this new one in a masochistic way. *shakes head*

And you know, I had huge expectations what with Mark Ruffalo & Taika Waititi.

And then I followed your link to the "twist" he'd give to a Black Widow movie... Oh my god!!!!! :((((
vaysh[personal profile] vaysh on October 27th, 2017 10:05 pm (UTC)
I am sure if you want comedy Taika Waititi is great. But Black Widow has suffered enough at the hands of Joss Wheedon. Can we have "What happened in Budapest" please!!!
capitu[personal profile] capitu on October 28th, 2017 01:37 pm (UTC)
> Can we have "What happened in Budapest" please!!!

YES YES YES PLEASE.

Why don't they listen to their fans? Do they have any idea how successful such a movie would be? Are they in touch at all with their fandom base? ^^

And yes about Widow. Please let's safe her from Taika & Wheedon. ^^
vaysh[personal profile] vaysh on October 27th, 2017 10:06 pm (UTC)
And I will totally watch the new Thor movie, headdesking the entire time, I am sure.
capitu[personal profile] capitu on October 28th, 2017 01:38 pm (UTC)
I'm going to see it next week - no way, in two weeks. It opens the 2nd here. I saw this once scene going around in tumblr (you know which one, probably) with Thor and Loki that seems it's the only good thing? lol
vix_spes[personal profile] vix_spes on October 28th, 2017 08:56 pm (UTC)
*hugs*

Sorry to hear you haven't been having the best time but hopefully it's getting better now. And lovely to hear from you <3
capitu[personal profile] capitu on October 29th, 2017 01:49 pm (UTC)
Thank you, lovely! <3 It's good to see you, too! *hugs*
 
 
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